Here, sort of
I am here, I’m alive. I don’t know what else to say. I’m overwhelmed and saddened by many things in life right now. It makes me want to hide out and not show my face. I try to force myself to get out the last few weeks, and I’m doing OK at it. But too often lately things don’t work out like I plan and I have to fight with that little voice that says “See, told ya, should have just stayed at home.”
It’s not for lack of good things in life too. RM turned 3 and she is as delightful as ever. I have a car of my own and a little bit of freedom - of course I can’t afford to license it or put gas in it, but it is a step in the right direction. The sweater is finished, and just lovely. We are surviving….
I just can’t talk about the things that are making me sad right now though.
Tracy, I am sorry to hear you are down. I would love to be a listening ear if you ever want to talk. Do you have my number?
Comment by Chelle | October 10, 2008
Ditto what Chelle said!
Comment by Laura | October 11, 2008